This day is a special day for me, however, the situation is I want to hang out with my best friend to share the happiness.
but eventually all that excessive expectations of what I thought had been turned out to make me cry all day. No friends, no one knows the birthday cake with friends, no laughter that can make me feel special, no warm hugs from friends anywhere .
These days, I just end up alone and celebrate themselves.
I don’t want to prejudice against littering my best friend and my mind on my birthday, but the tears continued to fall this kept me for not crying for their indifference.
if they don’t remember ? For this I always remember them whenever and I’m always there for them , when they need a figure of a friend. But they cann’t even take the time to another second of this day.
I feel so bad today..
I spend the time to walk around and make myself happy and force myself to laugh, but still my heart is sick and bring up a puddle of tears .
days are filled with water pouring rain , cold weather , so suited to the current situation .
rained all day , all day I cry alone .
February rain, my month. maybe that’s the fate, should always be sad because God was giving the rainy season in the month of February every year .
This day is a special day for me the most painful..
but These days you have to start with a new sheet, the sheet is weak you’ll never again for a friendship that continues to hurt..
140202 11.50 PM, when it’s raining.
kazha KazuhaJOY Line! 