I’m tired of all that is around me, in my life..
I’m tired of the thing called family, friendship and lecturer.
of one that I did not have any hope at all.
I’m tired of the family expects too big, so I just felt this pain in silence. So sick that I never want to make them aware of anything that happened to me today.
I never know how my position in the family. I know, I like the unexpected. Neglected, unnoticed.
be a child who can only dream about everything that always give parents and older sister younger brother.
a child who could only dream of in fear or just for reportedly asked by the parents.
become a child should even dream of a warm hug of a mother, who had never dreamed of anything happening to her.
sweet affection presented by the parents, it is really a dream for her.
whatever that means money, if only a paper without affection and attention, understanding that a child ‘s wish.
This child just wants everything to run normally. Families should be warmers and place her shelter from the cruelty of life,
but the desire just sheer desire..
This child could only cry when he had to remember all the things he never could, hugging himself with shaking, hold all the tenderness he felt.
Will it all better ?
Even to tell even then, she had no place to complain.
She had no friends who sincerely with her, she didn’t know why all the only approach when considering a distress and approached her.
A friends that wouldn’t ever share a piece of her happiness?
Friends..Even you betrayed me and no amount hurted me of many times, my heart is weak and fragile could never hate you with all my heart.
Because do you know, in addition to the family. I put you and love you.
My heart can’t hate and always staring at you warm, but why do you guys always take advantage of this fragile.
I tired to be patient and resist all this, but what can I do? I’m just a coward who cann’t hate and still loves you and accepts you guys with warmly heart.
I’m tired of this life.. I want to stop, no alarm.
I like a landfill , a very full and didn’t care about the situation. will only come when people need me.
so now, can i close mmu eyes?
-No Surprises-
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won’t heal
You look so tired and unhappy
Bring down the government
They don’t, they don’t speak for us
I’ll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent
This is my final fit, my final bellyache with
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please
Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)
kazha KazuhaJOY Line! 